Category Archives: Psychiatry

I Broke Up With My Therapist Da Da Dum!


I have no idea if that’s how you spell that whole oh wow theme but I tried and…..HI GUYS!!!!!  I’m not going to get into the whole yadda yadda of what’s been going with me, just know that I’m ill … Continue reading

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Dreams and other annoyances


I’m still being weaned off of one of my meds, by next week I should be off of it completely and we’ll see if that eventually helps the lupus. I’ve been dreaming about my mother ever since she contacted me … Continue reading

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I must not be as cavalier as I thought


I always tell my husband that I never worry about my health. I tell him that my curse in life is to have annoying things wrong with me that can’t be explained but cause lots of problems for me. It’s … Continue reading

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Frustration, agitation and more “tions”


Out of many things that have happened, I will write about one. I had my second appointment with the rheumatologist and things went south and then sideways. He’s not sure I have Sjogren’s but my blood work came back with “interesting” results. He … Continue reading

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What happens you try to be nice? People don’t change, that’s what.


The other day I decided to call someone I used to consider a friend. If you’ve read this blog for a while, she was the one who told me that people who are sexually abused should just “get over it” … Continue reading

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The words “I believe you” and their effects in many avenues of life.


I had the appointment with the rheumatologist yesterday. This was the appointment that had been messing with my mind for a while. I knew that if this doctor didn’t take my symptoms seriously and actually do something…I was not going … Continue reading

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Why am I surprised to feel a feeling?


Maybe it’s because I’ve been so disconnected lately, I don’t know, but it took me by surprise today to realize that I feel depressed, at least I feel depressed today. I haven’t felt a lot recently so I can’t speak for the other … Continue reading

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