Category Archives: Therapy

I Broke Up With My Therapist Da Da Dum!


I have no idea if that’s how you spell that whole oh wow theme but I tried and…..HI GUYS!!!!!  I’m not going to get into the whole yadda yadda of what’s been going with me, just know that I’m ill … Continue reading

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As Promised, A Post


Well this is what happens when you don’t blog for a while, you forget what’s happened. I’ll try to remember the main points. There may be some sensitive material here, discussion of suicidal ideation, abuse, depression. I don’t know what … Continue reading

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Taking Stock


Sometimes you keep getting smacked in the face and you just have to stop and take stock of what’s going on in your life and at least acknowledge it so you can see what you’re up against. I think that … Continue reading

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Is It Hospital Time?


*mild trigger warning for depressed thoughts and suicidal ideation mentioned once* Emotions are flat. I’m tired, no enjoyment. Feeling like I’m not contributing anything to society.   Happened very suddenly though out of nowhere, not gradually like usual so I’m confused. … Continue reading

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Telling My Story


I’ve begun to tell my story, at least to myself. I’ve had some flashbacks that I can’t ignore even though I haven’t gotten to the point where I fully accept that they happened yet, but as my new therapist says … Continue reading

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She’s Gone


“J” my therapist for 14 years passed away last Friday. I actually didn’t find out until this Monday; my psychiatrist actually caught it in the paper and he had to call me back about something and told me. I was … Continue reading

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Someone Else Is Dying


My new therapist is friends with the lovely woman who was my therapist and confidant for 14 years. She told me today that this woman who nurtured me and saw me through so much is now dying of the cancer … Continue reading

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