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I Broke Up With My Therapist Da Da Dum!


I have no idea if that’s how you spell that whole oh wow theme but I tried and…..HI GUYS!!!!!  I’m not going to get into the whole yadda yadda of what’s been going with me, just know that I’m ill … Continue reading

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Tea


I’m thinking about tea. My autoimmune disease has been flaring very badly for over a month. I just had surgery five days ago, but right now, I’m thinking about tea. I’m drinking a cup of Sleepytime Tea, you might know … Continue reading

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Therapist Distress


I should have guessed that there would be inevitable issues when you have to suddenly change therapist while you’re neck-deep in issues of an immediate nature. However the issues that I’m having with my new therapist are stressing me out … Continue reading

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Telling My Story


I’ve begun to tell my story, at least to myself. I’ve had some flashbacks that I can’t ignore even though I haven’t gotten to the point where I fully accept that they happened yet, but as my new therapist says … Continue reading

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Be Safe You Matter


I don’t do holidays, but I know some of you do which means that, some of you will be seeing family soon. This may mean different scenarios for different people. If you have a mental illness you may be seeing … Continue reading

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It’s Been A Rough 24 Hours And Counting


*I discuss many things that I’m going through right now so this post is very random. I apologize if it’s TMI but you guys know that I’m honest* I’m having a bad day (if “day” can be counted as about … Continue reading

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Frightening Familiarity


It’s scary how comfortable addictions can be. I restricted my calories for a just a few days and exercised briefly like I did when my eating disorder was in full force and it’s frightening how much it felt like getting … Continue reading

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