Tag Archives: childhood sexual abuse

How Could You Explain DID To Someone?


Recently I was with friends, one of them my best friend who doesn’t know that I have DID, and we were discussing someone we know who has been displaying some odd behavior that seems to be rooted in mental illness. … Continue reading

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Guys This Was So Scary!


I had therapy this week with my new therapist. Somehow the sexual abuse has come up a lot faster than it did with my previous therapist, maybe because I’m more comfortable with discussing it in that setting. Anyway, it wasn’t … Continue reading

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Grieving Those Who Are Still Alive & Other Moods


I’ve been away a long time, I know. From time to time I have phases where, even though I’m going through something, I don’t have the words or sometimes just the energy to blog it. I had a therapy session … Continue reading

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Vault collage


Posted in abuse, Alters, Art Therapy, bipolar disorder, Child Molestation, depersonalization, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Mental Health, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Rape, self-harm, Sex, Sexual Abuse, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 2 Comments

Fear of connecting with childhood and childhood emotions


I’ve been thinking about this subject for a while and I want to write about it but I’m not sure how to start or what to say. So, I will just start writing and see what happens. In therapy my therapist … Continue reading

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Therapy reflections: The need for self-punishment


During my session yesterday we talked about sexuality and the problems I’m having with mine. I discussed this in a recent post so I won’t rewrite it here. To put it simply (Ha! what’s simple about it?) I have a … Continue reading

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Fast post, will write more tomorrow


Had therapy and the subject of me having a sexual addiction came up (because of the compulsive behavior). Wow. Also brief talk of masturbation as a form of self-punishment, a revelation that came from me. more on that later. And there … Continue reading

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