Tag Archives: flashbacks

Idiosyncrasies aka “Wait, not everyone does that”?


May was one of those months that just sucked, which is why I didn’t blog much. Thankfully I’ll finally be moving soon which will see me more settled. But today’s blog isn’t about that, it’s about sex, coping and finding … Continue reading

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The Shift From Doubt To Belief


It seems that I’ve been hit in the face enough in the last month or so with flashbacks and feeling memories that I can no longer doubt that something happened to me. It’s a relief actually. When I look back … Continue reading

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Simmering and Roiling Discomfort


I’ve been wanting to write a post for a while and I was going to write about the shift in my denial that I’ve experienced and how it feels but at the moment I’m feeling really edgy and emotionally off-balance … Continue reading

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Ghost of Mothers Lost


I had a flash or a… flashback I suppose I should call it. A pair of man’s thighs in pants that seemed to fit too tight, seen as if looking down on them perhaps sitting on the lap facing out. … Continue reading

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Disturbing Duality In A Flashback


In line with my new goal to be more open to accepting the flashes I see as truth…as actual flashbacks, I am going to address this incident as a flashback (even though the little questioning elf that lives in my … Continue reading

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Reconnect The Disconnect


Yes again with the eating but I’ll try to be less whiny and more to the point… *Warning: I will mention calorie numbers in this post because I’m making a point about disordered thinking. If that will bother you or … Continue reading

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“You exist here” Another Star Trek Mental Connection


Most of you know that I’m a big nerd and sci-fi geek. I’ve written a few times in the past on Twitter (maybe here too) about certain episodes of various Star Trek franchises that have interesting connections to mental health. … Continue reading

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