Tag Archives: memory

And Then It Was Gone


Well folks, it’s been a roller coaster the past six months and now I’m back…I guess. I’ll explain. There has been a shift…a big one. At some point this last week my eating disorder disappeared. I blogged previously about my … Continue reading

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It’s fading…(one of possibly several posts)


I have no idea how to describe what’s been happening in my mind and body for the last few days regarding my thoughts and feelings about sexual abuse and my uncle. It’s fading away…or should I say that I’m losing … Continue reading

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Crap Week Part 2


Continued from last post… The week got worst. You need to know that I thought I was at a point in my life where my mother’s antics could no longer wound me. But I was wrong. She doesn’t have the … Continue reading

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There is another “room” I see


In a previous post I wrote about being stuck in a memory of my grandmother’s death and how it prevents me from having good memories of her. Today I wanted to write about another “room” that I see in my … Continue reading

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“You exist here” Another Star Trek Mental Connection


Most of you know that I’m a big nerd and sci-fi geek. I’ve written a few times in the past on Twitter (maybe here too) about certain episodes of various Star Trek franchises that have interesting connections to mental health. … Continue reading

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Acceptance leads to anxiety?


I have to say that I feel really strange these days. Ever since I reached that acceptance and let go of the doubt (for now), I’ve been feeling like I’m standing on the edge of this precipice, just waiting for … Continue reading

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My Mental Courthouse and The Current Ruling


I wanted to write about this today before I lose the grasp on what I’m feeling. I went in to therapy this week feeling highly frustrated and disgusted with myself and confused. I felt unable to explain or understand my … Continue reading

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