Tag Archives: multiple personalities

Possible Breakthrough, No Pressure Right?


Brief again, sorry. My parts have felt very, very comfortable with my therapist and it’s a good thing. I’ve been seeing and smelling things that seem like memories. I’ve been doing pretty good keeping nice and calm about what I … Continue reading

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Therapist Distress


I should have guessed that there would be inevitable issues when you have to suddenly change therapist while you’re neck-deep in issues of an immediate nature. However the issues that I’m having with my new therapist are stressing me out … Continue reading

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It’s Been A Rough 24 Hours And Counting


*I discuss many things that I’m going through right now so this post is very random. I apologize if it’s TMI but you guys know that I’m honest* I’m having a bad day (if “day” can be counted as about … Continue reading

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Guys This Was So Scary!


I had therapy this week with my new therapist. Somehow the sexual abuse has come up a lot faster than it did with my previous therapist, maybe because I’m more comfortable with discussing it in that setting. Anyway, it wasn’t … Continue reading

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Why I Love Sia’s “Elastic Heart” Video


I’m going to start with a trigger warning because I will link the video’s url in this post and I want people to read my thoughts on it first before they decide whether to view it or not. If you … Continue reading

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Reconnect The Disconnect


Yes again with the eating but I’ll try to be less whiny and more to the point… *Warning: I will mention calorie numbers in this post because I’m making a point about disordered thinking. If that will bother you or … Continue reading

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My Wishes For The Next Year (Not Fluffy or Pretty)


  I’m feeling rather morose and I’ve been thinking about what I want for myself next year. As the items came to my mind I realized that this is not a pretty list. It’s not nice, it’s actually quite…not nice. … Continue reading

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